Don't be confused my dear, this is you and only you, and you have nothing to worry about. Teh soul searching is kind of a little side project I'm doing within my own mind, it's nothing to be concerned with, it'll work out just fine in the end, trust me. Breath in what others say and listen to what they do and from that I will learn and cherish within myself, a perfection and hale love, that is true and fathomable. There it is, that is how it will be, incredible, immaculate, and you will love me more for it.