This weekend was one of the most fun times I have had in a long time, yup. oh god my voice is so fucked...too much singing and then on top of it I decided it was time to scream today, Gargantuan ended up sounding like shit...the only time we actually play in front of more than just natalie, I fuck it up. The mood of the day seems to be growing worse and worse, I get this feeling that I want to just sit and cry and cry and cry.....but I can't seem to figure out why. I just feel like there's no security in anything that I do and I'm just kinda out there, but crying would probably be kinda futile since it doesn't change anything.


Song: Cold - End Of The World