So at this point, what do I do to make this better, I'm not sure what to say, or do, or do anything at all. So what's up

Have you everlooked at something, or revisited the time in your life when it was consumed with love, and then thinking about it happening again is just kinda strange.

But I don't know what I'm doing
and you used to be easy to talk to about that
among helping me forget it
Thanks
I love you
I miss you

 

shards speak from panes
stars with dignity to regain


Its not a problem anymore
I know how I love you
and i like the effect you have on the world

codependency is a shitty place to be

so this is life
not what I was expecting

amibotheredbyit
isitreallymyplace
doimissmymisplacedreality
didireallyneedthespace
thisongkindasoundslikeadashboardlick
waitwaitwaitwaitwaitwaitwait
ihaventhadmyshottotestfate

today is the first day I've ever daydreamt about being a father
oooooooo
that could be really cool

I'm not angry
we're just dilluted

Whoa

now we're back to the storm

it's blustery

and the debris is in a swarm

- MC Produce

children are so persitent

I can't tell where I left my own existence

how could it all be gone in a instant

I searching to find out where it went

it'll be fine, I'm patient

Fuck Off

your minor chords
inspire broken swords

if the sky turns gray
and I lost my mind
would send me away
to make for an easier time

if this song wasn't played
and the crowds never went wild
would you still come to the stage
and try to make me smile

if I died today
in the middle of the street
would they drag you away
kicking and screaming

if the sun was erased
and we ran out of time
would god even return
to the scene of the crime

if the sky turned gray
and I lost my mind
would you send me away
to make for an easier time

if this song was never played
and the crowds never went wild
would you still come to the stage
and try to make me smile

I'm sitting in a chair adorned with a mickey mouse blanket
I asked you if you wanted it, but your scorn, I couldn't take it

We're working to increase it's beauty

I'm striving to improve upon every aspect of your disability

Inept of walls create

A wall of indecencys mistake

A place where I asked to take a break

But I never stay awake long enough to seize the day

And you never stay away long enough to appreciate the space

A caress is best left
To thoose who's blooming trees
And killing fields are nothing but
Coffee stains retained
with fleeting ease (with outdated maps)
It's harder to make an impression on you as you get older
Once a poet, now a soldier
Like you forgot the words to your favorite song
But remember the melody, so sing along
Only one months old, and the feelings gone

Holding hands was once taboo
A virgin for a hundred dubloons
Wish I could off her father a goat
Pay him back for sins he'll never know
I know she bled because I saw her on my sheets
I remember caring, but that's not my scene

To bad you'll never know
That Jesus only loves
Those who squirm and choke
Those who hold their tongues
And ruin the joke

-Other Castle 1

Dissapointment's
Crowding
My accomplishment's nemesis
Frustration's
Preparing
to assault the mind's ambition
I'm walking
in circles
but never coming around
I'm giving
My heart away
and never hearing your sound

I'm giving out pamphlets to get support, to save your soul
We'd give everything, but you're looking so old
Like a wilted lily whose roots are firmly grounded
To let this beauty wither, leaves none astounded
Give you a place
To hide
There a beauty you mind find
A way to live and love or die

Some men told me I was to be a leader, I'm not so sure anymore. The words that follow may make no sense, but there's a pattern involved, I know it. Something peaking through on a subconscience* level, they've shown it. It was literally nothing the mind can see, but it can be perceived in dream, only when eyes are obselete.*

-I used to love magnificently
-Phone Operator